I am now on my new laptopp, so I can finally log into my private domain. It’s been awhile, and I needed to do this, I needed to type, I needed to acknowledge this carved emptiness inside me. No matter what I do, I seem to never be able to escape this. This unseen nightmare, which haunts me relentlessly and I have a bad feeling that it will just bog me down someday. I’ve been back here, for about a week now, and returning to KL to continue the semester in about two days. Two day...